Old Friends

I miss them… I used to have very close friends… Not many but enough for me…

We hanged out together… Did our common activities…

But I no longer have those moments but it will be awkward af if I have one lol…

I love them so much so I give all my love for them… But something happened and I don’t want to talk it… I don’t even want to remember that… But what can I tell you, I’m not being dramatic… It’s just hurt me a lot as I trust and love them too much… They probably don’t feel the same… But it’s fine… Yeah I was so stupid…

I miss them but it’s better like this… I might spread more hate if we are close and hang out awkwardly again… LOL!!!

But now I try my best to appreciate my quite few friends but worth it tbh… I try to give what they deserve as they are good people… I LOVE YOU guys…

I don’t know why I am being emotional this morning but I am just letting it out… Bye…

I’m trying to private this blog… But I’m not sure if it will work or not… But when I search through search engine, it’s still here… Haish…

Okay, enough for today’s rant… Babai…