Me and My Working Life

Me and my working life...

Does that ever exist to me???

I enjoy so many moments but do I really find happiness???

Work!!! I'm so unlucky when it comes to worksss...

I watched dramas... They like to create dramas about loser employees...

But do they really know how it feels to the real loser???

I don't know but I think I do...

I love my works... Current and previous...

But the situations just never do justice for me...

Am I really a jinx???

Some people said I have to be on my patience until I found the right job...

Where I will be happy doing it...

Where I will give my all to make it work and slay them with my outstanding performance...

I am waiting for that day to come...

At this age, I still don't know what I really want...

I mean, I know what I want but I don't I will promise me a stable career...

And I don't know if I am talented enough for that...

Why???

Why I am still stuck here and there???

Should I cry when there are no tears???

Should I scream when there are no voices???

Should I curse when there are no words???

If I do those things, will my emotion be fixed...

Will find happiness??? Satisfaction??? Quality of life???

I will just end it here...

Leaving thousands of question remain unanswered...

Bye, loves...