Pointless!!!

That moment you tried your best to fight for your future…

And now you realize all is just pointless…

They don’t know how it feels…

They thought it’s over…

They thought it’s fair enough…

But honestly, there were unfavorable outcomes for me…

I know they are tired…

I am tired too…

Me and My Working Life

Me and my working life...

Does that ever exist to me???

I enjoy so many moments but do I really find happiness???

Work!!! I'm so unlucky when it comes to worksss...

I watched dramas... They like to create dramas about loser employees...

But do they really know how it feels to the real loser???

I don't know but I think I do...

I love my works... Current and previous...

But the situations just never do justice for me...

Am I really a jinx???

Some people said I have to be on my patience until I found the right job...

Where I will be happy doing it...

Where I will give my all to make it work and slay them with my outstanding performance...

I am waiting for that day to come...

At this age, I still don't know what I really want...

I mean, I know what I want but I don't I will promise me a stable career...

And I don't know if I am talented enough for that...

Why???

Why I am still stuck here and there???

Should I cry when there are no tears???

Should I scream when there are no voices???

Should I curse when there are no words???

If I do those things, will my emotion be fixed...

Will find happiness??? Satisfaction??? Quality of life???

I will just end it here...

Leaving thousands of question remain unanswered...

Bye, loves...